I just received a call from Linda and she is in incredible pain….she could hardly talk. Please let’s all pray for her right now, that God would touch her body and lift that pain.

Father God, our dear friend Linda is experiencing pain that most of us cannot conceive. God we come to you….lifting Linda up to your Throne Room, asking for your loving mercy. Reach down, Lord and touch her body form her head to the very souls of her feet….give her relief…..have mercy on her this very moment.

Lord we don’t understand why some of your saints suffer so…and Lord no man can help her right now…we need your divine intervention. Oh God……please touch your precious daughter. We know you love her and grieve when you see her in pain like this.

OH God….we are crying out for your touch…your loving and merciful touch, to relieve…to take away this horrible pain ..this agony, Lord. Take it now Lord….

You are a God of mercy…of love and of miracles. We are asking for a miracle for her right now….in faith and give you all the Praise and Glory.

We ask this in your precious name…..Jesus….believing that you will answer our prayers.

Patti, please don’t be hard on yourself about your Mom..Am convinced there’s a “time” the Lord ordains for us to go home and HE will protect us until that hour is at hand. My beloved sister did the same thing you are doing and thought “If I’d done this” or “done that”..But our beloved Father would have gone right at that appointed hour! Grief counseling may help, though! The enemy tries to use things like this to torment us..But, the way you are? We can “see” a loving daughter..no matter what you thought at that time! Talking it out with unbiased counselors does help, though! My sister did that, too! We all lift you and believe for you in this matter!!!

I have carried much guilt in feeling some responsibility concerning her death….as she came thru the heart surgery well. I noticed things that weren’t right….tried to talk to the nurses, but never felt listened. I am haunted almost daily with mother calling me to her bed and asking me to help her. If I had it to do over, I would have acted differently….I would have demanded things be tested even if I had caused a scene. Twenty three days later, she died of an infection….something that if I had been more vocal, would never have happened.

It has been 5 years and even so, her face asking me to help her is one of the last things, I many times see before falling off to sleep.

I know I need grief counseling…as my doctor as suggested….just know know where to get it.

For a long time and maybe it is true, I have thought of life as a series of losses….but thankfully, I do have good memories to hang onto………

You “are” a good and worthy person! And, a daughter of our King!! Your testimony here will help others to step out of and away from abusive relationships and into the Lord’s covering! Bless you for sharing.
I’ve not gone through this kind of experience spoken of in the devotional and shared by our dear sister Chris..But, my heart goes out to those that have..And, wasn’t it a beautiful ending in Vonette’s sharing..That young son became a Pastor..to help others avoid what his Mom went through. Our Lord uses every circumstance to ultimate GOOD!

Chris, HE will meet your needs, too..For you are following His Voice..that still small voice our Lord! We will all pray for miraculous Provision from North, South, East and West..that His Angels will gather just what you need..HE takes care of his devoted daughters!!! Amen!