By: Careline

Careline — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 08:00:24 +0000

I think I’m blaming God that my childrens father got married to someone else and not me. That I battled all my life until now because none of us are happy, he is not happy in his marriage and I’m not happy alone so we have more children in his marriage, 3 more 1 died and I had 3 abortions with him. I’m just making end meat every month and they can’t get divorced i don’t know why. We had a lovely relationships, with his parents and family and now they don’t even visited us anymore to keep the peace. His wife said she don’t care we can have him but she is in control of his finances and their is never money to support us. Now he lost his work and we are battling more. I blamed God for the way our life is. I just reliazed that just now while reading through all this God really did amazing things in our lives but please pray for me regarding this situation. That we are living in poverty and she is just living a nice life with her children and they are wearing name brands attending the best schools and making sure that their is never money to maintain our children. I’m cross with God because why is he allowing that woman to this to our children. I just feel they don’t deserve it. All our children theirs and ours are born outside of marriage they have 3 and we have 4. Like I said their is 3 born within in their marriage from us and one died. Help me please.

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By: Careline