My Husband Doesn’t Share My Faith

Written by Nancy Kennedy

doesntsharefaithI’ve rehearsed this scene in my mind 10,000 times: My husband, Barry, walks through the front door and says he has a surprise for me. He asks, “What’s the one thing you want most in the world?” At first I’m confused, but when I look into his eyes, I know. He doesn’t have to say it, but he does anyway: “I’ve given my life to Christ.”

But after years of praying, waiting, and hoping, so far that’s still a daydream.

Barry and I met and married 28 years ago. It was a spur-of-the-moment thing: He liked my then-red hair and green eyes; I liked his broad shoulders and sense of humor. Plus, he was easy to talk to. As unbelievers, neither of us had a clue what our future would be. We just thought a life together would be a kick. A relationship with Christ was the last thing on our minds!

Our first three years of marriage were filled with partying, softball, and the birth of our first daughter. Then, almost without warning, God drew me into a relationship with himself. After overhearing some Christians in the office where I worked talk about heaven, I began asking questions. Although I’d attended church as a child, I knew nothing about the Bible and salvation. Then one day after a long talk with Rita, one of my coworkers, I prayed a simple prayer: “Jesus save me!” That prayer forever changed my life—and my marriage as I knew it.

I wrote the handbook on how not to win your spouse to Christ

Unfortunately for Barry, right from the start I was one of those obnoxious “Jesus freaks.” I didn’t share my new faith with my husband; I pushed, forced, and shoved. Believe me, I wrote the handbook on how not to win your spouse to Christ. I didn’t speak, I preached. I didn’t live out my faith quietly; I trumpeted my every minute change. I’d say, “See what God’s done in my life? See how loving and humble I now am?” I prayed loudly in Barry’s presence and made sure he knew he was a sinner destined for hell. I even packed gospel tracts in his lunch and added a Bible verse at the end of all my love notes to him.

To Barry’s credit, he remained incredibly patient. (Maybe he was just tuning me out.) Most of the time he avoided my religious rampages by tinkering with our car. Sometimes, though, he’d get angry and yell, “Stop with all the Jesus stuff!” Barry told me he threw the gospel tracts away because they embarrassed him in front of his friends. Once in a while he’d get a pained look on his face and say he wanted his “old wife” back—Jesus-free.

Soon we were at odds with each other. I blamed any and all our marital problems on his unsaved status. After all, if we were both Christians, life would be “happy-ever-after.” Or so I imagined. I tried even harder: blasting my Christian music and scattering opened Bibles around the house; crying and pleading with him to go to church with me. Sometimes, Barry would go. But instead of enjoying him next to me in church, I’d sit there chewing nervously on the end of my pen, praying madly that this would be The Day. Afterwards, I’d quiz him in the car, “What did you think of the sermon? Did you like the music?”

“It was okay,” he’d say. “Do we have any turkey at home for a sandwich?”

The rest of the ride home, I’d sit and fight back either tears or angry words. Why couldn’t he see his need for Christ? I’d fume. Then Barry, sensing my disappointment, would pat my shoulder and say, “Look, I believe in God, but not in the same way you do.” That was not the answer I wanted to hear.

Intercessory prayer — the right way

Then something unexpected happened. I’d been reading a book about intercessory prayer when I had a sudden flash of insight. I told myself, That’s it! I’m going to pray for Barry for the next 80 years, if that’s what it takes. And I’m going to love him. Period.

That was 25 years ago—and I’m still praying and loving. But I’m no longer pining away in self-absorbed isolation waiting desperately for my husband’s salvation to bring marital fulfillment. Instead, I’ve decided that if it takes 80 years, then I want those years to be as enjoyable as possible for the both of us, despite our spiritual differences.

When I first came to faith in Christ and Barry hadn’t, I thought God had made a huge mistake. After all, two following God together made more sense than one. But I now know God never makes mistakes. Since I’d been an unbeliever when we married, I hadn’t willfully disobeyed God by marrying Barry. My situation is by God’s sovereign design. Reminding myself of that enables me to relax my spiritual chokehold on Barry.

The way I see it, God has a plan for each life. And no matter how hard I try, I cannot transform someone else’s heart. I can’t coerce, sweet-talk, or plead my husband into being a Christian. In fact, when I do try, it only drives him away—sometimes literally. If I start nagging him, he’ll get in his truck and drive for hours.

I decided long ago to accept that it’s God’s job to change hearts. That decision frees me to pursue my relationship with God without the added burden of having to bring my husband to faith. All I have to do is love and enjoy him. That’s God’s plan for me, and he gives me all the grace I need to accomplish it.

That doesn’t mean I’m not lonely at times or that I do everything right. The other day I grabbed Barry by the shirt and yelled, “Don’t you see Christ in me?” Struck by the irony of the question, he laughed—and to my surprise, said yes. It helps to remember that Barry’s not my enemy; he’s my husband. I’m just as much a sinner as he is—maybe more so because I have the power to say no to sin and often don’t.

When your loved one doesn’t love God

Here are a few things I’ve learned over these 20-plus years

  1. Live in the now. I don’t pine for a “happy-ever-after someday.” Instead, I accept things as they are, building on what’s good (such as enjoying each other’s company and planning for our future together), and praying about what’s not so good. Sometimes that means going into a bar with Barry and having a good time drinking a soda—and letting him know I love him just as he is. It’s what Jesus would do.
  2. Live honestly. In living out my faith, I let my husband see me stumble and struggle. He knows I struggle with fear, that I can’t pass a basket in a store without buying it, and that I sin regularly and often, yet desire not to. That way, he sees that a Christian’s life is one of grace alone, rather than living by a set of rigid rules. Any changes in me aren’t by my effort, but by Christ living in me.
  3. Honor your marriage. I’m careful not to talk negatively about Barry to anyone, and when he’s home, he’s my priority. This often means passing up social events I dearly want to attend. I seek opportunities to enjoy my husband and build him up, convinced he’s God’s gift to me.
  4. Pray, pray, pray. Prayer is my link to God’s presence, power, wisdom, and comfort. My favorite Scripture to pray is Ezekiel 36:26, that God will take Barry’s heart of stone and replace it with a heart of flesh. Another favorite is Isaiah 30:21: “Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, ‘This is the way; walk in it.’” Although it’s hard to pinpoint specific answers to prayer for Barry, I’ve seen his attitude toward spiritual things change drastically over the years. We often talk openly and freely about God.
  5. Find a support system. Surround yourself with other women who’ll pray with and for you. Also, study the Bible with a friend or small group. Attend church as often as you are able.
  6. Never give up hope. God offers everyone the same gift of salvation and eternal life. Some choose to accept it, and others don’t. But all who accept the gift do so in God’s timing, not ours. God knows what he’s doing.

I don’t understand why God does what he does. We have two daughters who don’t have the role model of a Christian husband and father. I used to worry about that. As it’s turned out, each daughter gave her life to Christ as a preschooler. Alison, now married, lives out her faith with a believing husband, while Laura’s going through a time of teenage rebellion—but even that’s in God’s hands. As evidenced throughout the Bible, God is in the habit of saving families. That gives me great hope.

Trusting God while you wait

Even so, sometimes I get discouraged. Sometimes I sit in my brown armchair and question whether God even hears my prayers. Or I sit in church and count the couples and ache because few know what my husband even looks like. Or I’ll hear yet another testimony about someone else’s husband coming to faith, and wonder why mine still seems oblivious to his need. But then there are times when Barry exhibits greater faith than I do. In fact, that’s a joke we share. I’m the one who says I have faith, while he’s the one who seems to live it.

He’s always telling me, “Why do you worry about things? God always takes care of us.” Barry almost always knows the right thing to do when it comes to leading our family. I believe that because God sees us as one flesh, my husband shares in my blessings. Because God’s promised to lead me, he leads my husband as well. I don’t have to fret. God’s in control.

The truth is, I might not ever see Barry walk a church aisle, but that’s okay. I have hope that I’ll see him walk through heaven. In the meantime, I live my life as a gift—one I never would have chosen, but one I’ve come to accept with gratitude. I know it comes from the hand of a loving God who only gives his children the best.

Related reading:
The Spirit-Filled Life: The first step to living a full Christian life is to let God’s Spirit work in you.
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338 Responses to “My Husband Doesn’t Share My Faith”

  • Chris Chris says:

    christina…we lift up your husband to Gods throne of grace, so that he can find saving grace through christ and faith through his name. that jesus blessings will rest upon you as you keep your focus on christ and that your children will follow your godly example, in jesus name amen!

  • Christina says:

    Please pray for me that God would draw me closer to him and to pray for my husband
    To be saved. I understand that only God can touch his heart.
    And to help me to love and honor my husband. And to
    Teach my kids the right way to go.

  • Chris Chris says:

    monica…sorry to hear of your struggles….we understand in marriage that we wont see eye to eye on each issue, however there should be some lines that are never crossed. socializing we know is a part of life. we can never be around our mates 24 hours a day to be sure they arent saying the wrong thing or being at the wrong place but some things we know, should never be ventured into. the fact that your husband is socializing in a club around other women is perhaps not wrong in itself unless the conversation and conduct begins to get inappropriate and/or inmoral. its when our conduct crosses the line into immorality that i think its time to say, thats enough. we cant live our mates lives nor should we try. each person needs to find their fulfillment in healthy activities that a mate cannot always supply. if however you are convinced that your husband is crossing that line of socializing into immoralizing then you should bring that to his attention. hopefully, he is a God-fearing man and would want to maintain that balance. if not, the bible gives you the hope of changing him through your chaste conduct and behavior as you put christ first in your life, even if your husband isnt putting christ first in his life. these situations help us to see anyway, that marriage in this life is never going to be heaven on earth. there is only one heaven and jesus is lord there. he wants to be lord here too. for more information on knowing jesus personally log onto… or click talk to a mentor above. i pray jesus would console you in your marriage situation, give you wisdom and strength and the ability to live happily in your faith in christ jesus amen

  • Monica says:

    I have a similar problem. I married someone who believes but doubts constantly. His moral values are different from mine and led a life much different than mine too. He wanted to change this life, he wanted to have a wife, a family. He was two children from two different previous relationships. I also have two from a previous relationship. He is very good with the kids although it’s very hard to feel he is a full father.
    My problem these days is that he wants to go back to clubs with his friends. It was fine when I met him, and going to his friends house also. But with time, I’ve realized they don’t have the same values. They treat each other as the were single. They have fun as if they were teenagers still. They are almost 40. I don’t see respect from his girl friends and he does not see the wrong in it. I’m sure he does not mean wrong to me -don’t know about his girl friends intentions- but we have such different ways of behaving with our friends.
    And he makes me feel so bad that I don’t like clubs. I know my issues are deeper that just that, and I get very anxious socially. I do accept going to restaurants and movies, or the mall, even if that’s difficult for me, I do it because I know it’s part of a normal life and wouldn’t lead to any wrong behavior. But a club has another environment, how people dress and what people look for, plus the drinks. I can’t imagine him with his playful friends in a club, and I wouldn’t want to go.
    He’s stuck in that kind of life, I pray for God to give me strength. But why should I do something that brings me so much anxiety and find wrong.

  • al says:

    Wenda, HI, I would share this, God is able to do anything, and can work out everything, Therefore your situation is challenging and carries some weight. I would say this, the longgggg distance thing right now is in your favor in that, it gives you that much more time to think; But what concerns me and it SHOULD concern you is that He’s Buddhist. I will say my best advice being a Christian Educator is, Go on fast and Seek God, say a strong 1 day fast, Present b4 God your situation and Listen for his voice. The last thing I would want for you is to jump in (and God didn’t Confirm it); There should be a stirring in your SOUL letting you know if its right or Not ! Wenda, you’re a TRUE christian and you need Him to be true too, Don’t sacrifice for what COULD be, and don’t compromise your GOD GIVEN peace for whats not meant to be. The word says, what HATH LIGHT TO DO WITH DARKNESS, either he’s in or he’s not, and don’t spend an eternity waiting on WHAT MIGHT NOT BE FOR YOU. Be strong, Trust in GODS word and be at peace. Incidentally, It may be that, God is keeping a wedge [Distance wise] so that you can’t connect the way you want to : And You sound SO genuine and special to God that, and You do serve a JEALOUS GOD, and maybe your answer is YOUR Boyfriends Delay ! Be blessed, Stay STRONG and know that God wants the best for his BEST; YOU………..

  • Chris Chris says:

    wenda…i would pray that the lord jesus would continue to lead you in this situation so that by his grace, you will have your eyes opened to the pure truth of it and by the same grace have the ability to make a quality decsion in christs favor for your good and the good of your future in jesus amen!

  • Wenda says:

    It’s buddhism..

  • Chris Chris says:

    wenda…i am curious. can you share what your boyfriends previous religión was?

  • Wenda says:

    Dear Chris,
    Thank you for your prayer. I am praying too that the holy spirit will work in my boyfriend’s heart. I did bring him to church when there are opportunities as both of us are currently in a long distance relationship. According to my boyfriend, he believes in the existence of Jesus and His sacrifices. It’s just that he could not let go of his previous religion as it has become part of his life habit and for him, it seems to help him a lot in the past. Thus, it is as if he is trusting two beliefs at the same time. It is indeed a big struggle for me as I really want to glorify God with my life, thus I am very afraid of the future if both of us go to marriage. At the same time I could not give up on the relationship, thus I am as if being stuck in the middle, I couldn’t choose either pathway no matter it is leaving the relationship or continuing it.

  • Wenda says:

    Thank you, Chris, for your prayer. I am praying for him too, that his heart will be moved by the holy spirit. I did bring him to church when there is an opportunity as we are currently in a long distance relationship. According to my boyfriend, he believes in the existence of Jesus and what He did for us on the cross. The only matter that still holding him is his previous religion because he has practiced it for quite some time, thus it has become a habit to him and hard for him to let go. And now, he is as if trusting two Gods at one time. It is a very big struggle because I really want my life to glorify God. And I am fearful that the path that I have chosen now will lead me away from God. But at the same time, I do not want to stumble my boyfriend by leaving him now and I also admit it is not easy for me to give up this relationship. I keep condemning myself do I really love God, if I love God, I should give this relationship up.

  • Chris Chris says:

    wenda…i regret to hear of your struggles. your boyfriend sounds like he is not far from jesus kingdom. have you invited him to your church? soemtimes just being with Gods people and hearing Gods Word preached can change a persons heart. trying some online churches and watching together may help also…,,… what easier way to help your friend draw closer to christ dont you think? he could also click onto or click talk to a mentor above to get more information on how to become a Christian. i pray now that jesus would draw your friend to himself and that his life would be transformed by the saving power of the holy spirit amen!

  • Wenda says:

    I am in a different situation. I have an unbeliever boyfriend. I know that I have disobeyed God in the first place because as a Christian, I should not be unequally yoke. I am very fearful. I don’t know what to do. I couldn’t give up of the relationship because he seems to be someone very compatible to me. I keep praying for God to work in His heart. He is willing to know more about God but I am afraid of the future. I keep condemning myself.

  • Shelley Shelley says:

    Thank you Ursula for your comment. May the Lord our God bless you.

  • Ursula says:

    Dear Tom,
    I was saddened by your response and wonder where all that hate came from. Was it your parents or some signifigant other that set a bad example of love in your life?If so God is able to mend the broken heart.Real Christians DO teach their children that they can do ANYTHING that they set their heart to do.A wise man said once that he never sat down with their children to have “Bible Study”,but LIVED a godly example before them. They saw their parents example and the life of unbelievers and made the CHOICE to follow a LIVING and LOVING God,who in turn empowered them to do what they could not have even dreamed up to do.My prayer is that you would have a personal encounter with God,that would change your life and you would come to know Him as your personal friend.God bless you!!!!

  • Ursula says:

    Thank you Chris for your encouragement!!!
    God bless you

  • Chris Chris says:

    ursula…i pray jesus strengthen your faith as you keep your eyes on jesus alone, your path will be made smoother knowing that jesus is interceeding for you and you cant lose ever!! heb 7.25. blessings!

  • Ursula says:

    Thank you for this encouraging article. My husband and I were not saved when we got married. The Lord saved me first, then about a year later my husband. The problem is that he is a saved “Unbeliever”. I know this makes no sense, but that is the best way I can describe it. He goes to church and shares the word at times,but does not obey it. We have been married for 21 years and I press daily in Gods presence,so I can walk in love towards him and be an example of Christ. I feel as though my heart bleeds and I am so very unhappy at times. I carry guilt,because I dont want to feel this way, I want Christ to be my everything.Reading all the responses of different woman going through so much, made me want to embrace each and say “we will be ok, God got us”. Maybe the reason we all experience this is to encourage others and find out that God is truly MORE THAN ENOUGH. How else could we effectively minister to others, unless we have been through similar situations.My prayers are with each of you!!!

  • Edmund Edmund says:

    Nancy I’ve just read your article. I think it’s really wonderfully refreshing and full of wisdom and encouragement. Thank you for sharing it! Tom, I just noticed your recent response. I can’t see the love in it.

  • Tom FICKLIN says:

    Truly it is incredible the mindless fools that walk among us. These fools follow a law written by other fools to control the masses, yet these influential people cling to these horrid beliefs of lies and deception. Keep your religion in a cage safe from children and those who choose to utilize their own minds to achieve. It floors me that Christians teach children that they will NEVER find success, happiness, or peace without an imaginary friend to approve or disapprove via an outdated book of cult like ceremonies involving death and blood. These folks need not ever be in power to force their blood thirsty views on innocence. Radical religion is only combated by radical logic and facts ( the very things that send Christians into a state of panic). Your husband is a wise man and relies on his own abilities over that of a mythical lie. Wake up! No magic Santa Claus is overseeing your every step. Have you no ambition of your own or are you merely a mindless drone doing the bidding of a government that utilizes the fear of religion to control your thoughts. So pathetically sad.

  • Chris Chris Landwerlen says:

    Catherine…its true that even as in jesus day, so many have faith from their lips outward but dont take that personally. remember, all sin and hypocrisy and all inconsistency and irregularity is first and foremost sin against God our maker when we are not fulfilling the plan he has for our lives and yes, each of us will have to give an account of himself before christ. rest int the lord. wait patiently for him and let jesus lead you in what he would have you to fulfill as his design for your life. remember, we cant live anyones life but our own. blessings!

  • AL says:

    This is for ELIANNA

    God is in control, knows what he’s Doing and how he’s going to do what will be done. [Isaiah ;55]. Talks about Gods WAYS @@@@Vs@@@@ our ways! Sometimes people get in Gods way try to change things only GOD CAN CHANGE!!! Matthew 6.33 is>>>>>! A Lot of people never do one key thing and that’s this? Completely TRUST @@@ LORDGod, Im reaching out for change in my Marriage that you blessed us to have, Enlighten my HUSBAND to see and understand the things he doesn’t; Turn my situation for your Glory and I thank you for it……. What therefore God hath joined together let no man put asunder; or. Break apart….. Lord god, Have your divine way and Supernaturally Glorify our marriage to glorify you, and I claim it in the name of Jesus.

  • AL says:

    This is for JOHANNA

    Lord I messed up, I Got ahead you and didn’t Wait for you to confirm if the person I desired was the person you had for me; But because you FORGIVE, n WANT TO FORGIVE, I lay my situation in your hands, I remove my hands today, and am Trusting you to perform a Miracle. First I ask For forgiveness in Jesus name, Secondly I forgive myself For trying to Correct what only God can Do. I need to get back in My place and that’s your word, even according to I peter 3. .1/6, and Thru this God may Grant FAVOR in my marriage and my Husbands heart Gives in to the Prompting of the Spirit! At this point, Get out of Gods WAY, let him do what YOU Can’t, thats a miracle in your Favor! Request that God will Orchestrate a DIVINE Miracle for the sanctity of your Marriage, and unto Gods Praise that your Husband be HEALED, REDEEMED AND DELIVERED From the stranglehold of being Unsaved that Can save him by your obedience and the MOVING OF THE HOLY SPIRIT In the name of Jesus. I hope this prayer n Encouragement will bless your Marriage and May God get the Glory. Amennnnnnnnnnnnnn

  • AL says:

    HELLO NIKKIP, I read your story, I felt your humbleness, and discerned your quiet hurt, and I commend you for being brutally Honest in what you shared. My name is Al and I was prompted to respond as I Desire to bind with you in Faith. You come across as one whose been challenged, tried, bruised and even tired; Well I came by to tell you that we serve an alive God and is still very MUCH in control. You know, your situation is one that God sees, hears and understands, and I don’t for one minute believe that it was by accident that I came across your story. In the Name of Jesus, I stand with you that, God will SUPERNATURALLY from this night forward have an effect on your husband that, he will never be able to shake it. See, God is in control and can turn any set back into a COME back, and I’m believing with you @. I want you to Fast and pray according to Isaiah 58…5,6 for 1 FULL Day that, God will Deliver and Redeem your husband from the snares of the ENEMY; It’s that your husbands eyes [in the spirit] need to be opened, and only God can do it [Ephesians 1...15,16,17]. And I believe that by you abasing yourself before God, [humbling] and truly Talk to HIM that you URGENTLY need his REDEMPTIVE POWER to take over against your Husbands will, that (he will yield) to the Moving of the Holy Spirit, God will divinely show up and show out; God hears your every whimper, your every groan, your every tear, your every moan and your every grinding, (every single night) and it Pains him off your suffering that you’re going thru. romans 8…24,25,26. So I’m encouraging you to See the salvation of the Lord with you, because the Battle is not YOURS, but Gods: II CHRON 20…15,16,17!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God said, [what therefore God has joined together let no man, even your (husband unaware) put asunder; or tear down ! Amen? So, let these words bless you and hopefully in a very short time I will hear of your Testimony that God showed up and He showed out :))) be blessed my Sis

  • al says:

    Catherine, My heart is heavy for you, and energized at the same time to Petition God to supernaturally move on your behalf that, your husband will BE that changed Man; Im desiring God according to proverbs 16.3 that, God will ARREST your husband in the Spirit to where, everything will point to his PERSONAL SALVATION. and that God will convict his INNERMAN to cry out to God to TRUST Christ the way he should and Seek to be the Husband he was designed to be. Stand with me on this That its already worked out by our Faith BOUND together for your husbands’ Deliverance .

  • Shelley Shelley says:

    Dear Father God.

    Lord I lift up my sisters to You and encourage them to seek You for guidance in this area of there lives. I pray that anyone who is struggling with one a believer and one not a believer in the family that they will eventually come to know You as there personal saviour. In Jesus Name amen

  • Martha says:

    I thoroughly loved reading about your patience and dedication. I’m currently struggling with the same frustrations as I can’t see myself being with a partner who isn’t as devoted to God as I try to be. I just imagine that it would be a tad difficult trying to do everything God wants me to do while having to convince my partner of every single step instead of just having the luxury and support I need to just take every leap of faith. But alas, God is indeed in charge and I’m learning everyday that we ought to just keep loving and praying for people. This task isn’t really all about our partners but more of God’s way of teaching us how to love others like He loves all of His imperfect children; to mold us into the person He wants us to be. I would surely love to have this task be a lot easier though as I feel like rejecting God is in essence like rejecting me.

  • Nora says:

    Thank you for sharing your story. It’s encouraging to me.

  • Nikkip says:

    My story is a lot like yours we married as two unbelievers and then God found me. At first I batted my husband. He gets drunk and I don’t nag at him anymore :-) but, I try to remind him getting drunk is a sin and that he does need to repent. I believe he does repent. Try to remind him God will not keep showing grace if he doesn’t try if he wilfully sins God will leave him in it. I tell him Gods laws are not just a set of rules their guidelines to make our lives better and, that I’m not judging him. He will go to church or any other place and, even pray with me, sometimes he even suggest it. He still doesn’t walk the walk he curses (yap that’s in there you should not offend in word or deed), drinks, plays video games he shouldn’t and, watches TV shows he shouldn’t. Its like he’s right at the door of being a true Christian but, he doesn’t cross the threshold. He’s also a big follower he doesn’t think he is but, I see it big time when he gets around someone who’s getting drunk he falls right in line cursing same way. Granted when I’m extremely and I mean fighting mad I will say a curse word and repent immediately so I’m not perfect. I point it out to let him see I mess up too. When I see him trying I praise him for it. I tell him to pray all the time about everything and see how God changes things to watch Gods love in action. I keep wondering is it enough where he is? If the rapture happened would he be left? Some times I wonder that about myself too after all if we are caught in our sin we are dead in it. He wants to go to NA, for those of you who don’t know that’s a 12 step program. We used to go together but there are a lot of hypocrites among the older members (that should if their honest picking up a white chip) and, I really don’t want to go. I think I should for him I don’t know. He wants me to do more than sit there though I don’t know if I can do anything more than sit there what am I to say hey your program helped me get clean but, I found God and I follow his rules now so I really don’t need your program? I will drink a glass of wine (wine only) every very blue moon in a social setting not alone but, I never get drunk. I’m going to go I just made up my mind. Maybe that will help him in other areas and, bring him to Christ completely. For the poor lady who’s husband is an atheist I will keep you in my prayers from now on. That has got to be the worst living with someone who totally doesn’t believe and maybe even hates God uuummm. She must be very strong for God to put her in that situation. I can’t even imagine it. Anyway I was totally honest on here maybe a little to honest no one else aired out their dirty laundry but, maybe I’m just venting trying to figure this all out. God bless you all.

  • Barbara Alpert Barbara Alpert says:

    Dear A, glad that the article was of great help to you. May God’s blessings of increased wisdom and knowledge be with you as you seek to no Him more fully.

  • A says:

    You spoke straight to my heart. Although we are a different religion (I’m muslim), we believe in the same God (and His prophets), respect Jesus and his teachings and share the same marital situation. You’ve given me a wonderful, positive perspective on our situation. Thank you for giving me guidance. I see your article as a mercy from God. May you be blessed in your life. As’salamualaykum (peace be upon you).

  • Shelley Shelley says:

    Dear Father God.

    Lord I lift up anyone who is struggling with the other person faithful and the other one is not in there relationship with God. Lord I pray for healing in Jesus Mighty name Amen

  • Thomas says:


    I deeply admire your husband for not leaving you… my wife is far from trying to convince me to be a Christstian, but even her believe as it is is sometimes hard to stand, being so irrational at times.

  • Cathy says:

    Jennifer, thanks for sharing your story. How wonderful that you still persist despite your husband’s feelings about faith. You remind me of St. Monica, who was faithful and continues to pray for her alcoholic husband and wayward son. Her persistence of storming heaven and modeling the Christian faith paid off. Her husband accepted Christ near the end of his life and the wayward son went on to be one of the greatest Saints. Saint Augustine. God loves your husband more than you do and has a plan for his life. My husband has been going to church and helped me raise our 4 children in the faith. We attend Bible Studies and Bible home groups. He has a deep spirituality, knows all about Jesus and the Bible but does not wish to give up his Hindu faith. So I can relate a bit to your frustration. Let’s keep praying for each other’s husband.

  • Jennifer says:

    I have a really tricky problem. My husband is an Atheist and he has always been very hateful about my Christianity. We have been together for 21 years and we have a beautiful 4 year old daughter. It took 3 years of fighting to get him to agree to let me take her church and every week he picks a fight about how ignorant and weak it is to have to believe in “zombies and spirits”. It hurts so bad and he has an extremely dangerous job in law enforcement working vice and narcotics. I would be on top of the world if he would turn to the Lord. I pray for him constantly but I just do not know what it will take to change his mind about Christianity and more importantly his salvation. Thanks for letting vent!

  • Erin Gage Pitt says:

    This article was very,very inspiring…thx so much..hit home in a major way.

  • Michael Jantzen Michael Jantzen says:

    Hello Catherine,

    Thank you for sharing your story here. Of course I don’t know where you’re husband is at spiritually: whether he is just immature in his faith or never really experienced authentic conversion, or whether he has grown content to go through certain religious rituals to feel right with God. But I do not that God’s desire for all of us is the unqualified total commitment of our lives. I want to share a prayer with you that we use a lot around this ministry. It goes like this:

    “Dear Jesus, I want you at the center of my life and commit, through your power, to serve and obey you, anytime, any where, at any cost, to do anything.”

    What could happen if you prayed this each morning, really meant it and started to model for your husband the joy of being a 100% fully committed follower of Jesus? Please consider this challenge. For help living out this kind of commitment, you could visit That’s why we’ve put that website together. Take care, Catherine.

  • Catherine says:

    How about religion. My husband is religious from upbringing, became born again was baptised on faith at age 50 and still lives in a way that I do not see as spirit filled… confusing.
    We have a total different way of living out our faith. I know he thinks a lot about God and prays for himself but does not want to pray with me or has any desire to have more contact with fellow christians.
    I love your article. Can learn a lot from it but feel a slight differnce with an unbelieving husband and one that does go to church but seems so untouched by it all….

  • Shelley Shelley says:

    Dear Father God.

    Lord I lift up anyone who is struggling with a spouse that dose not know the Lord but you do. I pray that You oh Lord will touch that person’s heart and I plant a seed of salvation. In Jesus Mighty name /amnen

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