The Heart of an Olympian
Michelle appeared to have it all – a successful soccer career, awards, honours, friends, travel, money, husband… When her life began to fall apart, Michelle found a hidden strength. Find out how this Olympic Gold Medalist rose above her trials…
A young athlete
My dream as a little girl was to be a wide receiver for the Pittsburgh Steelers. I practised Hail Mary catches daily with my dad and brother in the backyard and at school during recess with the guys. Then one day, my first grade teacher pulled me aside and told me “Girls don’t play football.” I was crushed.
Fortunately, with the encouragement and support of my parents, I continued in sports and found myself on the inaugural U.S. Women’s National Soccer Team in 1985. We soon developed into a major international soccer power and became the first FIFA Women’s World Champions in 1991. I scored 10 goals in six games and was named the Golden Boot Winner (highest scorer) in the tournament. I was also recognized as the “best player in the world” by soccer aficionados around the globe. I was on top of the world … or so I thought.
In late 1993, I collapsed during a match at the Olympic Sports Festival in San Antonio and soon after was diagnosed with Epstein-Barr Virus (Cronic Fatigue Syndrome). After a year of trying to battle the virus and still maintain my career and marriage, I hit rock bottom emotionally, physically and spiritually.
I had become a Christian in high school but had thrown any obedience or relationship out the window when my life turned around and things began rolling my way – full college scholarship, success in my career, friends, travel, money, husband…
For 10 years I followed my instincts, my rules and my desires, and now, I was depressed, sick, alone and empty. After realizing the pathetic state of my life, my husband and I filed for divorce in September of 1994 and I left for the mountains in hopes of remembering and rediscovering who I was and what was important to me. It was there that I gave my life back to Jesus.
A continual peace and strength
My decision to hand over my life to the Lord brought incredible peace, strength and joy. I know my life is in the hands of someone who loves me and truly knows what is best for me. God provides me with the strength and courage I need to live for Him. “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; be not frightened, neither be dismayed; for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9)
I also know there will continue to be tough times for me. For example, after my divorce and continued battle with Epstein-Barr, my team was competing in the 1995 Women’s World Cup, and five minutes into the first game, I was knocked unconscious, suffered a knee injury, and found myself out of the tournament. On top of that, we lost the World Cup (placing third). I was heartbroken. But, I also knew Christ was in control of the situation, and although it was painful at the time, He was with me, He loved me, and it was part of the plan for my life. Although I had experienced a major setback, I was able to remain positive throughout the tournament, support my teammates in our quest to win, and actually use the ordeal to strengthen my faith.
I try to live with Jesus Chris as the center of my life. He is my Lord and Saviour. I am secure in my place in heaven despite my shortcomings and failings as a person. Are you? I know if I am obedient and love Him with all my heart, mind and soul, God will bless me and take care of me. Let Him do the same for you. Give your life to Jesus Christ today.
What about you? Where are you in your spiritual journey? Do you feel as though you have hit rock bottom emotionally, physically or spiritually? Do you desire to find strength and discover who you are and what matters in your life? You can! Simply express your desire to God through prayer. God knows your heart so it doesn’t matter which words you use, but here’s a suggested prayer:
Lord Jesus, I want to know you personally. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life to you and ask you to come in as my Saviour and Lord. Take control of my life. Thank you for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Make me the kind of woman you want me to be.
If this prayer expresses the desire of your heart, pray it right now and Christ will come into your life just as He promised.
If you invited Jesus Christ into your life thank God often that Christ is in your life, that He will never leave you (Hebrews 13:5), and that you have eternal life.
God wants to be our leverage in living, empowering us to feel better about ourselves, more excited about our future, more grateful for those we love and more enthusiastic about our faith.
If you are a believer in Jesus Christ, God has given you His Holy Spirit to help you live life according to His perfect plan. Why not pray this simple prayer and by faith invite Him to fill you with His Spirit:
Dear Father, I need you. I acknowledge that I have sinned against you by directing my own life. I thank You that You have forgiven my sins through Christ’s death on the cross for me. I now invite Christ to again take His place on the throne of my life. Fill me with the Holy Spirit as You commanded me to be filled, and as You promised in Your Word that You would do if I asked in faith. I pray this in the name of Jesus. As an expression of my faith, I thank You for directing my life and for filling me with the Holy Spirit. Amen.
